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LauraNicole

Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you?


Basically I have a new life.
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Why does everything seem to start to come apart at the seams when my life finally starts going well?
The worst part about it is that if it does fall apart, I have no one to blame, but myself.
Feelings I thought eroded away with time I am finding out were just buried in layers of filth. It's like I am on Pimp My Ride and it has made everything more appealing than it ever was before.
Call me dramatic if you must, but it's how I feel.
Maybe I just haven't matured as much as I thought I have. Maybe it's just a front.

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It has been so long since I have made a post.
Wow! I almost forgot I had an LJ.

Well, things are pretty good in my little world.
Chase and I are happy.
School is good.
Work is good.---I work at Barro's Pizza on 67th and Beardsly now.---
The only thing that sucks is my mom, but that is nothing out of the ordinary.
I pretty much am kicked out of my house.
But you know that's cool. lol.
I don't really care though.
I planned on moving out soon anyways.

What has everyone else been up to?!

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I'm out of the hospital now!
YAY!>/b>

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I should just shoot myself and get it over with.


I am sick of people walking all over me.
I give people all the trust in the world and then they just throw it right back in my face.
Fuck being easy going and passive agressive.
I can't do it anymore. I have decided to fight for what I really want and what I think is right.
I hope this doesn't blow up in my face too.
I can only handle so much rejection.

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I <3 Chase Madison Spell!

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And each and everyday will lead into tomorrow
And tomorrow brings one less day without you
But don't wait up just leave the light on
'Cause all the roads that I might take will all one day lead back to you.


Smack me in the face and wake me from this illusion.

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How do you make yourself fall out of love?

Changes
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My false sense of security is about to fall and reality is about to break through.
Maybe he's right high school sweethearts is total immaturity.

Graduation is going to be a smack in my face.
Growing up is going to be tough.

I need to get out of this town.
It's going to be my down fall.

Heart don't fail me now.

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Cold and frosty morning,
There's not a lot to say,
About the things caught in my mind,
And as the day was dawning,
My plane flew away,
With all the things caught in my mind,
I don't wanna be there when your, coming down,
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right

Damn my situation and the games I have to play,
With all the things caught in my mind,
Damn my education I can't find the words to say,
With all the things caught in my mind,

I don't wanna be there when your, coming down, I
don't wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.

Me and you whats going on,
All we seem to know is how to show,
The feelings that I wrote.
So dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.

And dont go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,
So Don't Go Away.

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I love green straws and Passion Tea Lemonade.